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My daughter the Sundancer

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My daughters Eagle fan will be kept at the Parents Legal Center in Smithers BC. Kaila's Eagle Fan In a world where magic intertwines with hardship, there was an eagle fan, a powerful symbol of faith and courage, gifted to Kaila Morrison by her dear friend, Keefer Foote, during the Sun Dance in Montana, led by the wise medicine man, Melvin Graybear. Kaila, a proud member of the Fireweed clan, grew up amidst the vibrant energy of Vancouver and in the embrace of Gitanmaax with her GG, Chief Woo Sim'Lax'Ha. From her earliest days, she carried a spirited heart, effortlessly making connections with friends of all ages and lighting up their lives like the sun breaking through the clouds. At the tender age of seven, Kaila embarked on a remarkable journey, joining a group of Sun Dancers traveling to Montana. With determination etched into her very being, she sought the support of her Mother and the dancers, gathering the strength to participate in the sacred dance—a powerful act of...

Humour

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Some jokes just go over my head. I’ll chuckle along just to fit in, but honestly, I didn’t get it at all... Then a few days later, out of nowhere, it clicks, and I finally laugh 🤭 Sometimes, I’ll even remember the joke while I’m driving home from work and end up laughing at myself for taking so long to get it. And honestly, that’s pretty funny too! 😋 We find humor in everything, no matter the time or place. 

Blessings

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This morning, I was gifted a dream that felt like a sacred blessing.  I found myself at work, but it was different—a new location resembling a store, where we were meant to serve as legal advocates for our people. It was a beautiful space, filled with Indigenous creations, as others busily prepared for the opening. I couldn’t help but smile at the warmth and spirit evident all around. Yet, my heart felt heavy with worry for Conan. Even though I knew he was safe, anxiety crept in, whispering that something was amiss. I felt a pull, as though he needed to reach me in a moment of urgency.  I hung my jacket in a cubby, my cell phone tucked inside, but when I went back to find it, the space was crowded with other coats, making it impossible to reach my phone. The office continued to fill with people, and I felt the tension rise, knowing I couldn't connect just yet.  Then, the traditional people arrived. With every announcement, joy filled the air as they sang and danced upon...

Aboriginal Spirituality in BC

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I want to organize a burning to feed the spirits right here in Vancouver. This is something I deeply feel called to do. As I reflect on the efforts we’ve made to change the systemic racism and lower barriers for Aboriginal people in BC, I can’t help but ask—has anything really changed? The hatred and racism that surround us present a significant challenge for me as an Aboriginal woman.  Most of the time, I manage to complete my Aboriginal projects, even if there’s a bit of anxiety and resistance that comes along with them. But sometimes, I feel overwhelmed by the socially accepted oppression in Canada, and I find myself stopping in my tracks. When I need to do something for our community, it’s not easy. Today, I’m struggling because every so often, I wonder if I’m next. Is it the full moon that brings these thoughts to the surface, urging me to confront my fears? All I want is a safe place to pray, free from the worry of police stomping out my fire and threatening to charge me. Wi...

No rest

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Well, my plan was to make a cake and rest in bed to get better. 💤  Then, my van’s low tire light came on 🤛🏽💥😳. I went to put air in the tire, not thinking much of it, but the light didn’t turn off. I dropped the baby off at daycare and then went to see Dodge for some help. That’s when I noticed the nail in my tire 😆. The mansplaining started, and I was like, “Yeah, that’s probably it.” I took a moment to watch the eclipse without really looking, then headed to the doctor to make sure I just had the flu. Yep, it was confirmed. After that, I went home to put the cake in the oven—ahhh, sweet comfort. I called my mom to strategize my plan. But it felt like God had other ideas for me that day. Rest was nowhere on my agenda. I ended up having a leak in my tire that needed to be changed today. Later on, I realized there was a screw sticking out of my tire, and that’s probably where the leak was coming from lol 🤓😂. With no money for a new tire, I had to see who could help me out. W...