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The Cedar Tree's Gift

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In my yard, there is a big cedar tree. It stands tall and keeps a little distance from people. This tree is special because it helps nature stay in balance. A few days ago, I had a problem with fruit flies in my home. I wanted to try to burn a small branch to help get rid of them. So, I asked the cedar tree, “Can I please have a small branch to burn? I want to pray and get rid of the flies.” At first, the tree did not move. It seemed to think about my request. Then, it lowered a small branch for me to take. I was very happy and thankful. I took the branch and offered some tobacco to the tree to show my gratitude. Today, I needed one more small branch, so I asked the tree again, “Can I have another small branch?” Once more, the cedar tree kindly lowered a branch for me. I felt grateful again and gave it more tobacco as a thank you. I really appreciate the cedar tree. It is kind and thoughtful.  ​

May 3, 2026 Soaring Water Dream

I dreamed about a huge flood. It looked like three students were dead. My granddaughter came home and was safe, but I didn't see her at first. I went to the underground parking of a house where the water was up to my feet or knees. I was trying to help children get out of the water. It looked like an ocean with little kids swimming around, trying to reach safety. It was shocking and at first I could not believe it. Then, I slowly started to move to see what was happening. There were three dead bodies floating in the water. I decided to leave them because I couldn't do anything to help. I went into another room to make space and see what was happening. Suddenly, the door closed very loudly and hard. Later, I realized I should keep the door open. There were kids in the other room with the bodies, and the water was coming in through a driveway. I pushed the door open. A young lady I had seen before came back into the room looking very shocked. I felt bad because I knew the dead ...

Section 35 song (c)

Section 35 song (c)  I wrote this with AI, i want to try find someone who sings to sing and interpret parts of the chorus to Gitxsan…    (Spoken/Whispered) Section 35... Section 35...   Indigenous cry (Verse 1)   Coffee steaming in a glass tower high   While the Red Dress hangs against a pale grey sky   They talk of "healing" in a press release   Then sunset the funds that could bring us peace   You see the turquoise, you see the bead   But you don’t see the roots or the soil we bleed   To you it’s a culture, a vintage aesthetic   To us it’s the breath in a lung that’s synthetic.   (Pre-Chorus)   Will you color me "warrior"? Will you color me "ghost"?   While you’re building your dreams on the unceded coast   The agenda is quiet, the ink is still wet   A hundred years later, and you still forget.   ( Chorus mixed with traditional Native Language) Yeah, we call this typical   Living in a crisi...

16-09-16 Laying Down the Black Snake

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My dream prediction    Barney held a power that will put a large black snake to sleep, it is the last thing he will do in this life. The snake is eating everything in its path, people have been killed to feed the snake, but the killing has now stopped, so the snake is eating vehicles and houses, Barney is throwing them at the snake to keep it from harming anyone.  He will soon put the snake down. It will be the last thing he does here.

Feast of Lacking: A Dream of Shortages"

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Dream Journal Entry: July 5, 2025 I had this dream where I was heading to Alaska for some reason I couldn't quite figure out. The area was totally unfamiliar to me, and I ended up walking a lot or taking the bus. My brother was with me for part of the journey. At one point, we stopped at this place that felt like an old reserve. There were kids running around playing, but they seemed pretty careless. They had riffles and were shooting at some targets they had set up and accidentally grazed a guy’s hand and nicked his back with a bullet. I thought he was lucky it wasn’t worse—just a couple of scratches. Eventually, someone stepped in and told the kids they needed to be more careful, and thankfully, they got the message and stopped. We were also in charge of hosting some business folks, who we brought back home for some meetings. There was a mix-up with our feast schedule; ours was supposed to start at 2 PM, but there was another feast happening before ours, so we ended up starting a...

Love me not

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Last night, I had a dream about my true love, Terry. In this dream, we were in another life, and I was at a beautiful gathering. The sun was shining, the grass was lush, and there were a few lovely trees around. Everyone was having a great time, playing games and laughing together. I can't quite remember who I was with, but it felt so good to be surrounded by friends. Then, out of the blue, I saw Terry, and he saw me too. I've loved him deeply; he's one of my true loves.  When he wanted to spend time with me, I noticed the way he spoke—it felt controlling. That made me a bit uneasy. We hung out for a short while, and it was nice to feel that love again. But the way he was trying to dictate things made me realize that things had changed between us. So, I told him right away that I couldn't see him anymore. Even though I still loved him, I knew I didn't want to be together. A few days later, I ran into him again. He tried to persuade me to hang out, and for a moment, ...

Wedding dresses

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 June 6, 2020 I had this dream where I was at a big community gathering at a farm with my friends. We heard there'd be free food, and we were all excited about it! Some kids and women decided to wear wedding and flower girl dresses for a fundraiser. I thought I’d join in and wore a wedding dress with some black booties, thinking everyone would be dressed up too. Turns out, I was one of the few walking around in a beautiful wedding dress. We had to go through a long maze outside the building to get in, and by the time we arrived, it felt like we were the last ones there. As we walked in, I felt a bit strange. We saw women and girls in those wedding dresses standing in stalls, looking tired and bored—like they were just going through the motions. We kind of ignored them, as if it was just a normal part of the event, fitting into that white culture vibe. Once inside, we noticed people already sitting at tables, having finished eating. We found some seats and I could see there was stil...